I'm feeling naughty!

[bicrim]

Truth or Dare?

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[owlsarentaholes.livejournal.com]

Truth.

[bicrim.livejournal.com]

Tell me about when you lost your virginity.

[owlsarentaholes.livejournal.com]

Hehe, you should have asked Mike this one, he thinks it's so funny!

So I was a virgin when I met him . . . and a few days into our relationship, we're fooling around and I can tell it's going to lead to sex, and I'm thinking I have to tell him . . . because I didn't want him to think I was just awful or something. "Mike, I have to tell you something." He still teases me about those words, and how I was shaking when I said them! Totally killed the mood, and we decided to wait long enough for him to have an STD test before doing the deed . . . which worked out well since the following week was New Year's Eve. We rented movies, snuggled in bed, and I lost my virginity at midnight. It was kind of romantic, and I was really nervous, so I don't know how much Mike enjoyed himself . . . but it makes for a good New Year's tradition.

[apers.livejournal.com]

truth :)

[bicrim.livejournal.com]

Tell me about your most intense spiritual moment.

[apers.livejournal.com]

omg this is an incredibly hard question.

ok in April of last year I started to go back to Church after being away for a lot of years. I went though a period of time that was like a cleansing for me. For like 3 months I could not walk into that church without feeling like I was going to cry. I was so raw. In a good way though.

So one day they had people coming up for prayer at the end of the service. I dont even remeber what the sermon was about or what the alter call was for. I went up and just let go of everything. On my knees, bawling my eyes out. I could not even stand up. People prayed over me and God was just right there with me. When I was done I sat back down in my seat and just watched every one else. It was amazing. meanwhile I was still shaking and actually could barely stand up. I was exhausted and my body was just overwhelmed. That was a turning point for me. That was me giving up the last of the yuck that I had been hanging onto.

And this description does it no justice at all. But you kow, its hard to put into words :)

[bicrim.livejournal.com]

that is beautiful, thank you.

[shirleym.livejournal.com]

Dare. *evil grin*

[bicrim.livejournal.com]

I dare you to make a post on your journal that mentions every person on your friend's list that you have had sex with in passing. Do not say that you have slept with them, and do not say this was a dare.

[why-me-why-not.livejournal.com]

I'll play, if you promise to come play at my comment party this weekend, b/c we're so gonna play ToD there...

Truth

[bicrim.livejournal.com]

sure!

[why-me-why-not.livejournal.com]

k, so I pick truth. do i get to ask you truth or dare as well?

[bicrim.livejournal.com]

ok. Tell me about the most memorable(good or bad) day of your life.

and yes, ask away!

[why-me-why-not.livejournal.com]

Oct 4, 1997

I woke up around 1 or 1:30 from a crazy ass nightmare about my sister (stepsister) and a swampy/muddy pond kinda thing and a horse.

At 5:35 my mom came in my room and woke me up and she said "Kelly" and then she said "Marie" and so I immediately thought that something had happened to Marie (kelly's mom; she had had cancer for about 10 years at this point and hadn't been doing well at all). But it was Kelly. She had died in a car accident early that morning. She'd been out partying with her friends and they were drinking (we were 17 at the time -- kelly lived in NC with her mom but spent most of the summers with us and she and I talked on the phone every wednesday night and wrote letters to each other just about every week). She got in the car with someone else who had been drinking. She wasn't wearing her seatbelt. They hit the edge of a bridge and went over.

I remember taking a shower that lasted like 2 hours and just crying the whole time. Then I had to go to make the two hour drive to my aunt's house, b/c I had been helping my cousin arrange my aunt's wedding. And when I got home Marie called to talk to me and was going on about how Kelly always called me her sister and that I was closer to her than her adopted sister that she had grown up with. And made me cry more. There's a road we all used to race on as teenagers and I went out there and just drove back and forth for hours.

I can remember everything about that day. When Drew came to the door with one of the youth leaders from the neighborhood churches trying to get kids to come to youth group, and they so weren't the people I wanted to be talking to right then. How we couldn't keep my cousin's son Austin from eating the rose petals at the wedding. how Buddy, my aunt's beagle, layed on the train of her wedding dress during the entire ceremony. How we all made goodnatured fun of my cousin's baby Dustin, b/c he was the ugliest baby ever.

What I remember most about that day though is that it's when I started to cut myself off from other people. I'm pretty sure that's when my wall went up and I ended up hiding myself from everyone, and I pushed all my friends away. But I think it's also when I started really loving Harley. Harley is my half-sister, and she's Kelly's sister too. Three months before Harley was born, my half-sister Bessie (one of my dad's kids) was taken out of our lives, b/c that's what her mother thought was best, and I hated it and didn't want another sister b/c I felt guilty, like I'd be replacing her somehow. So I never really got close to Harley, but with Kelly gone, I realized that I had to fill the role of both her big sisters and take care of her and make sure she knew who her sister was.

and for you? Truth or Dare?

[bicrim.livejournal.com]

thank you for sharing that. It helps me to feel like I know you better. Gosh, I really think we would be such good friends IRL. Where do you live?

Truth for me, too.

[why-me-why-not.livejournal.com]

I live in Virginia -- near Roanoke, if you're familiar w/ VA.

Um... If you had the opportunity to live one day over, either to relive the experience you had or change things, what day would it be & why?

[bicrim.livejournal.com]

Wow, that is a hard one. I thought about it the whole time I was nursing the baby to sleep, and still can't come up with a straight answer!

My first thought is to go back to the day I was raped at 17 and be somewhere else. The more that I think about it, though, the more I realize that that event changed me so much that I'm not sure my life would be the same without it, and I like my life now.

I loved both of my weddings, but, obviously the first one didn't last, lol. I might go back and enjoy my honeymoon with David again, or maybe the day Elliot was born--both to reexperience parts of it and change other parts.

So, no clear cut answer, but I did enjoy the question.

[why-me-why-not.livejournal.com]

it is a hard question. And I kinda understand what you're saying about the rape, b/c there are things that I sometimes wish I could change about my past, but I know that if things hadn't happened the way they did, I wouldn't be where I'm at now.

Glad you enjoyed the question. And even more glad you came to play at the comment party.

[janisfan.livejournal.com]

Truth

[bicrim.livejournal.com]

Do you really, in your heart of hearts, belive you are powerless over your drug of choice?

[janisfan.livejournal.com]

I answered just now in my journal..it's not a full one b/c I'm just not in the headspace.

[the-leh.livejournal.com]

Truth.

[bicrim.livejournal.com]

If you could talk to God right now, and ask one thing of him, what would you talk about and what would you ask for?

[the-leh.livejournal.com]

I would probably ask for peace, in every way. I'd want to be patient and greatful, to be happy where I am now instead of wanting more all the time. There is always something more to want. I want to be happy with what I HAVE.

I'd also ask him how I can be the best possible person, mother, child, friend, wife, and how I can best share the gospel with others.

I don't know. I'd probably say a lot of things and ask a lot of things! It would be awfully groovy to hear God explain the meaning of life to me, though I've read it in scriptures, I'd like to get a first-person account.

[bicrim.livejournal.com]

Thank you! I think overcoming our character defects is the hardest part of life. I also think you are doing a really good job.

[skuf.livejournal.com]

Dare.

[bicrim.livejournal.com]

I dare you to make a post that details exactly which HP character you would want to fuck, where, and why. You may say that it's a dare.

[onecrazymother.livejournal.com]

truth.

[bicrim.livejournal.com]

Tell me what you like about each person you are dating.

[onecrazymother.livejournal.com]

I rolled this one over in my head for a long time, enjoyably. For one thing, I thought of several things I like about all of them: They are intelligent, honest, hot, engaging...

But I will tell you one thing I like about each of them, and I came up with a letter theme, because I've never done that letter meme. And I'm not matching who to who, so there.

Sincere, Sumptuous, Suprising, Sparkly, Steady.