Mama blues

So I decided to start writing in here a bit, so the boob nazis will let me in. I'm feeling down today. David says I need to be more grateful for my life, for being able to stay at home with the baby, and he is right. I just feel so out of sorts about the whole thing. I miss work. I miss feeling appriciated for my work. I mean, herion addicts are not known for saying thank you to their therapists, but sometimes they did. And the rest of the time I knew that I was giving them something they needed, and maybe helping a few of them a bit. I know that being an AP mom will be rewarding when Elliot grows up happy and healthy, but right now, at 9 months, it's just hard. I'm sick of wearing sweats and doing housework feeling dumpy. Anyway, enough pitty potting for today. Must fold laundry before he wakes up.

Mama blues

So I decided to start writing in here a bit, so the boob nazis will let me in. I'm feeling down today. David says I need to be more grateful for my life, for being able to stay at home with the baby, and he is right. I just feel so out of sorts about the whole thing. I miss work. I miss feeling appriciated for my work. I mean, herion addicts are not known for saying thank you to their therapists, but sometimes they did. And the rest of the time I knew that I was giving them something they needed, and maybe helping a few of them a bit. I know that being an AP mom will be rewarding when Elliot grows up happy and healthy, but right now, at 9 months, it's just hard. I'm sick of wearing sweats and doing housework feeling dumpy. Anyway, enough pitty potting for today. Must fold laundry before he wakes up.